Kristen McCoy.

Its sad how crazy im gonna miss you. You are my best friend. I hope that things will stay the same, but sometimes im not so sure. Faith. Trust. Hope. You have been with me through a lot of.. well not so great times, but you have always been there. to give advice, or to just listen. I care about you a lot. i love you, but not in that mushy gushy romantic sense. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 Thank You….for everything. 

This phrase has stuck with me for awhile, and i feel as if i am constantly reminded of it. I tend to question guys kindness. Is it really because they care? or is it because they just want something physical? Guys give love to get sex. I look back at some of the past guys that were interested in me, and i feel as if their “sweet” and “charming” nature was just an act hoping to get a little something to temporarily satisfy the sexual desires. or they just wanted to be the one guy that could break me down into that deadly sin. I look back, and i am shocked at how manipulative those guys were, now i constantly question their kindness. Guys give love to get sex, Girls give sex to get love. Luckily, God has had his hand over me, protecting me and my heart. But many girls do give sex to get love, and because us girls are emotionally hot wired, many compromise their beliefs to feel that instant emotional gratification. Although, that feeling of “love” will fade, and you are now not only left with out that “love” but also with out your purity. Was it worth it? 

Guys give love to get sex, Girls give sex to get love. 

I leave for Arkansas in 10 days. These days have flown by so fast. Georgia is all i have ever known. So, what does this mean? What IS next? A summer full of working, making new friends, family time. I have 8 weeks there, then im LU bound. I feel prepared. Academically and spiritually. I am ready to move away. To begin the next chapter of my life. I wont be afraid.